When will this awful ride end?
It started out fun and simple;
We took our seats
And strapped in.
I grabbed your hand,
Held on tight,
And off we went.
The car took off smoothly
And soon, we were at
The top of the first hill.
Then, we started falling.
Through the stomach-wrenching terror,
I held onto you.
Around the curve, another hill began.
We travelled upwards,
Enjoying the feeling
Of being on top of the world.
As we neared the top,
I braced myself,
Stronger than last time.
Down the car went,
Accelerating as we
Screamed and hollered,
Adrenaline pumped through
Our veins.
Only one more hill left,
And I see the station
I'm Sorry.
Sorry I pretend to be happy.
Sorry I can't be myself.
Sorry I'm so stupid.
Sorry I cut myself.
Sorry I'm hard to understand.
Sorry I don't tell you everything.
Sorry I lie, and say I'm fine.
Sorry I don't know what's wrong with me.
Sorry I'm not as pretty as the other girls.
Sorry I can't fix my own problems.
Sorry I've stopped eating.
Sorry I worry about you too much.
Sorry I get jealous.
Sorry I'm not worth your time.
Sorry I can't trust you.
Sorry I fell for you way too hard.
Sorry I'm terrified you'll leave me.
Sorry I can't accept that you love me back.
Please, forgive me.
When will this awful ride end?
It started out fun and simple;
We took our seats
And strapped in.
I grabbed your hand,
Held on tight,
And off we went.
The car took off smoothly
And soon, we were at
The top of the first hill.
Then, we started falling.
Through the stomach-wrenching terror,
I held onto you.
Around the curve, another hill began.
We travelled upwards,
Enjoying the feeling
Of being on top of the world.
As we neared the top,
I braced myself,
Stronger than last time.
Down the car went,
Accelerating as we
Screamed and hollered,
Adrenaline pumped through
Our veins.
Only one more hill left,
And I see the station
I'm Sorry.
Sorry I pretend to be happy.
Sorry I can't be myself.
Sorry I'm so stupid.
Sorry I cut myself.
Sorry I'm hard to understand.
Sorry I don't tell you everything.
Sorry I lie, and say I'm fine.
Sorry I don't know what's wrong with me.
Sorry I'm not as pretty as the other girls.
Sorry I can't fix my own problems.
Sorry I've stopped eating.
Sorry I worry about you too much.
Sorry I get jealous.
Sorry I'm not worth your time.
Sorry I can't trust you.
Sorry I fell for you way too hard.
Sorry I'm terrified you'll leave me.
Sorry I can't accept that you love me back.
Please, forgive me.
Guess who applied for her first job today?!? :D
I'm so excited. I really hope I get it. I need money. lol
So that is all, I'm just really really excited. C: